20/10/2007
4:15 AM
I feel guilty....
Of all da thingz said n done...No mattr how itz n wht usay n dey say.....
I know m bad...
bad....n dumb.....
I can't speak but feel...Only feel....I had enough...enough of dis madness....Can't run away...i can't....Mistakes dat i jus cant change...
M a failure as a son, as a person....huh....often laugh @ maself !
Have hurt u all....Does ny1 even care, m hurt too.....
Minds n hearts came (people)....some chose to b special, really special n den dey leave....mayb ma fault...(mayb m diseased)....i ain't good enough or whateva...
Ma tourist guide, waitn 4 ma next bunch of visitors (people)...to share ma luv, thoughtz, n heart....den i dream n vandalize,as usual....i feel good, worthy enough to live againor start livin !
By den, its time 4 dem to go....time to leave.....
How stoooopid of a guide to evn,,,,,,,,,huh..........
starin into da unknown........jus a joker....
I shouldn't b alive
Ma mind re3fuses to travel through thoughtz which makes me feel good.....
I scream, i shouldn't b alive.......
Miss........
MAGIC or MADNESS
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2 comments:
dude....i feel sorry for u. but, just chill people say a lot after the accident and u really dont need to bother abt them. woh reliance ad mein hai na.....mufth kai advise thi bohath dahthay hai public. anyways keep going........lets our blood rise like our bikes RPM
you were always and are more than good to me, to us dude. We are missing u and .. will miss u forever.
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