A turbulent mass of people all bawling and fighting against other with a pathetic old man shouting at the centre, making efforts to calm things down and asking the coward leaders to maintain sense of dignity by friendly appeals, exhortations and grave warnings > SCENE FROM THE BLOODY PARLIAMENT !
My great country…
The electoral system is not administered honestly …. Y?
Has there ever been a case, where d govt. has a great political cause or concept before that was put into practice and its greatness openly demonstrated through its susccess ?
Is there a line between n public duty and personal honor?
Y is it that none of the politicians r behind bars even though its been proved dat dey r guilty….Y? What should d general public do IF THEIR IDEAS AND WANTS DO NOT ACQUIRE MAJORITY IN THE SYSTEM ?
Wheneva imp decisions have to b made d political sluts always find themselves fortunate in being able to hide the backs of what dey term ad MAJORITY .A majority dat only consists of ignorance and cowardice…Our leaders barely know wht problems we are facing and do do not have a clue on what dey themselves are up to…..mostly uneducated , surely corrupted……dropouts sitting and heading a subject that he/she has no thorough knowledge of………..BUT STILL, NONE WILL HAVE D COURAGE TO SAY > AM AFRAID, DAT I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAR WE R TALKING N HAVE NO EXP OR EXPERISE IN D MATTER.
IN INDIAN POLITICS, HONESTY IS TREATED AS AN INDEX OF STOOPIDITY
Hence, its very normal dat an ordinary man, once finds himself elected will eventually be induced and injected by the force of circumstances and d people around him………..eventually resulting in betrayal of my trust…our trust….PEOPLES TRUST.
India is fucked like neva be4…d day is closer whn we can all say its DONE.
A movement must b initiated to save her from the clutches of population,corruption,unemployment,inequality,injustice and bloody dictatorship of the system itself. Movements are nothing but volcanic expressions of human passions and emotions.The doom of our nation can be averted only by a storm of passion and those who r passionate themselves can only arouse passion in others.
We must realize, its about our future, our kids future and the ultimate power lies wid us….the people and not with the gutless system.
With no doubt in my mind, I say….one day this country will be the scene of dreadful struggle for existence on part of mankind…………..thnx to d inequality ….thnx to d rich ….n mostly thnx to the bloody dictators who leads us.
FUCK THIS SYSTEM & HAPPY INDEPENDENCE ….Huhh
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
*" Media needs to connect "*
Motorsport in India must learn to market itself better...really better
-and what could hold the key? The distance that has grown up between
the fans,the sport and the key players in it is really vast.Efficient
sponsorship and strategic marketing could help to reconnect the two.
Perhaps the Motorsport body in India is too internally focused and
with hardly any help from the media it is at a platform which is no
longer in touch with the fans or the common man, who holds the future
to the sport itself.
Whoz to blame...lack of sponsorship ? Lack of interest among the general public ?The people who administer the sporting body...? or Is it the Media ??
Media could help positioning Motorsport as a mouth watering sport by
creating a spark in the eyes of the people by portarying it as the safest extreme sport out there.
To be honest the print medium is doing more than its bit, but as
everyone knows the country is tuned in a way, where people are more
hooked on to their goood old Idiot box'es rather than gazin through a
Newspaper or a magazine.Its high time the Electronic media puts its
hands up and promote the art of riding and driving to the nuke and
corner of the country.
One thing is for sure and that is.....More needs to be done..Much more !!
-and what could hold the key? The distance that has grown up between
the fans,the sport and the key players in it is really vast.Efficient
sponsorship and strategic marketing could help to reconnect the two.
Perhaps the Motorsport body in India is too internally focused and
with hardly any help from the media it is at a platform which is no
longer in touch with the fans or the common man, who holds the future
to the sport itself.
Whoz to blame...lack of sponsorship ? Lack of interest among the general public ?The people who administer the sporting body...? or Is it the Media ??
Media could help positioning Motorsport as a mouth watering sport by
creating a spark in the eyes of the people by portarying it as the safest extreme sport out there.
To be honest the print medium is doing more than its bit, but as
everyone knows the country is tuned in a way, where people are more
hooked on to their goood old Idiot box'es rather than gazin through a
Newspaper or a magazine.Its high time the Electronic media puts its
hands up and promote the art of riding and driving to the nuke and
corner of the country.
One thing is for sure and that is.....More needs to be done..Much more !!
Saturday, March 22, 2008
stop saying,(NA),na,na,na,na(NO) !
If you are still wondering what the tittle says, then please dont heat your tiny brain up - its Tata's 1 Lakh roller coaster adventure NANO.I have been talking to a lot of people about it and one common line was traffic aur bad jaata ...its gonna be horrible....every other person will have a car....blah..blah....blahhhhh !
Hang on > gotta question here- Who's to blame for the traffic congestion & chaos?Dosen't the government have basic sense to move with time and provide better road and traffic infrastructure? Do they even care one bit about the pot hole or bumpy curve that you and me pass by everyday? Wish they knew how to widen the roads better than widening their own fat pockets !
Imagine the plight of a commoner hanging on to his many a year old scooter,wife pillioning with a baby on her lap, little son standing at the front and all he can do is make his way through the urban traffic jungle....missing a monster bus by just inches......riding through the gutter
filled with mud......and the never ending stretch of pathetic pot holes - FOUR LIFES HANGING BY A THREAD OF TWO WHEELS !All he want is to be safe and sound and see his little ones sparkling eyes filled with glee :)
Now, tell me....he dosent deserve it !
Tell me, he and his kids shouldn't be safe ! Huh...
Shouldn't we all be proud that the cheapest car in the world (in terms of money not value for sure) is made by an Indian company and by Indian engineers.....? Lets be honest fellas,owning a car is still the biggest dream to many Indian families,even today. Nano might just change that long lost distant dream into reality.
Cheerz !
Hang on > gotta question here- Who's to blame for the traffic congestion & chaos?Dosen't the government have basic sense to move with time and provide better road and traffic infrastructure? Do they even care one bit about the pot hole or bumpy curve that you and me pass by everyday? Wish they knew how to widen the roads better than widening their own fat pockets !
Imagine the plight of a commoner hanging on to his many a year old scooter,wife pillioning with a baby on her lap, little son standing at the front and all he can do is make his way through the urban traffic jungle....missing a monster bus by just inches......riding through the gutter
filled with mud......and the never ending stretch of pathetic pot holes - FOUR LIFES HANGING BY A THREAD OF TWO WHEELS !All he want is to be safe and sound and see his little ones sparkling eyes filled with glee :)
Now, tell me....he dosent deserve it !
Tell me, he and his kids shouldn't be safe ! Huh...
Shouldn't we all be proud that the cheapest car in the world (in terms of money not value for sure) is made by an Indian company and by Indian engineers.....? Lets be honest fellas,owning a car is still the biggest dream to many Indian families,even today. Nano might just change that long lost distant dream into reality.
Cheerz !
Monday, January 14, 2008
Original Converse outlets....across India.
NORTH : Planet Sports,Ansal plaza,New delhi...Planet Sports,GK 1 M block mkt,New delhi.....Planet Sports,pyramid mega store,sahadra,new delhi.....Planet Sports,jaypee greens,greater noida.....Planet Sports,mgf mall, gurgaoon.....Planet Sportssector 17E Chandigarh....Planet Sports,gaurav tower,jaipur.......Planet Sports,pyramid mega store,ludhiana.....Planet SportsRave complex,kanpur.......Planet Sports,sahara ganj,Lucknow
WEST : Planet Sports,pantaloon,lower parel,mumbai........Planet Sports,pyramid mega store,crossroads,mumbai.....Planet Sports,inorbit mall,maladW, mumbai,Planet Sports,pantaloons,borivali W mumbai......Planet Sports,pyramid megastore,shivaji market,pune....Planet Sports,pune central,bund garden road,Pune......Planet Sports,ICC pyramid store,senapati bapatroad,chaturshrungi,pune.....Planet Sports,pyramid mega store,high court road,nagpur.....Planet Sports,treasure island mall,soth tukoganj mall,indore.....Planet Sports, pare point place, athwa lines, surat....Planet Sports, pyramid mega store, cg road, ahmedabad.....Planet Sportspantalooon, abhijeet 111, law garden, ahmedabad
SOUTH : Planet Sports,garuda mall, margarath road, bangalore.....Planet Sports,maheshwari palace mall,abids road, Hyderabad....Planet Sports,afzia tower,Begumpet,Hyderabad......Planet Sports,spencer plaza,Anna salai,Chennai
EAST : Planet Sports,forum mall,elgin road,Kolkata....Planet Sports,pantaloon,camac street, kolkatta.....Planet Sports,Pantalooon,Gariahat,Kolkatta
Monday, November 19, 2007
Bajaj Pulsar turns six
" PULSAR TURNS SIX "
Come November 24 in this cold November rain and there u have it- Pulsar will celebrate Six glorious years on the Indian tar.Some call it the phantom,for a few its a power train and The Oxford Dictionary says, its a star that emits rapid radio waves.Whatever you choose to name, it has been the runaway leader ever since it took off.
Pulsar has come a long way from its early days of air cooled,single cylinder, spark ignited four stroke engine uptill the latest twin spark fuel injection and setting the bar to beat for every competitor with its 220 variant.A first timer to bring many features in its segment to the Indian bike enthusiast ranging from Nitrox absorbers,Lcd digital speedo,self cancelling indicator, rear disc to name a few.
Apart from all this , the biggest achievement of Pulsar has been that it has changed the face of the Indian bike industry once and for all.....and only pulsar has done it to such an extent that it could even manage to create a space in the minds and hearts of every bike enthusiast in the country.
So what exactly has been the suscess story of Pulsar.Is it the constant upgrades which came towards the end of every year? Is it the bikers themselves who were drained and tired looking for an affordable speedster? Or Was it the right bike at the right time carrying the right message ???
Come November 24 in this cold November rain and there u have it- Pulsar will celebrate Six glorious years on the Indian tar.Some call it the phantom,for a few its a power train and The Oxford Dictionary says, its a star that emits rapid radio waves.Whatever you choose to name, it has been the runaway leader ever since it took off.
Pulsar has come a long way from its early days of air cooled,single cylinder, spark ignited four stroke engine uptill the latest twin spark fuel injection and setting the bar to beat for every competitor with its 220 variant.A first timer to bring many features in its segment to the Indian bike enthusiast ranging from Nitrox absorbers,Lcd digital speedo,self cancelling indicator, rear disc to name a few.
Apart from all this , the biggest achievement of Pulsar has been that it has changed the face of the Indian bike industry once and for all.....and only pulsar has done it to such an extent that it could even manage to create a space in the minds and hearts of every bike enthusiast in the country.
So what exactly has been the suscess story of Pulsar.Is it the constant upgrades which came towards the end of every year? Is it the bikers themselves who were drained and tired looking for an affordable speedster? Or Was it the right bike at the right time carrying the right message ???
Friday, October 26, 2007
The Beggar Mafia in India
The Beggar Mafia in India:
THE BEGGAR MAFIA LURE POOR PEOPLE WITH PROMISES OF MORE EARNINGS TO GET THEIR LIMBS CHOPPED OFF AND PUSH THEM INTO BEGGING… The brutal ways of the beggar mafia know no boundary. In order to sustain their business, they don't hesitate to use willing doctors to first invalidate totally healthy limbs and then hack them off before pushing the victims back on the streets to live off their earnings.
THERE IS A NETWORK OF DOCTORS ACROSS NORTH INDIA THAT DOES THIS GORY JOB…
For the first time CNN IBN Special investigation team found concrete evidence of the existence of a Beggar Mafia in India.It has revealed that the mafia operates in collusion with a network of doctors to chop off healthy limbs of beggars.
In an undercover operation, CNN-IBN reporters discovered that a network of doctors supports Beggar Mafia across northern India in cities like Delhi, Noida, Ghaziabad, and Bareilley etc. For the greed of earning a few extra bucks, these doctors are ready to forget their professional ethics and code of conduct. The investigation reveals the brutal truth of these doctors, who charge large sums of money and comply with the Beggar Mafia in amputating limbs of perfectly normal people and force them into begging.
Dr. Ajay Agarwal is a senior orthopaedic surgeon with Ghaziabad and Noida district hospital,involved in illegal amputations.when investigators approached him for amputation of a healthy limb, he not only agreed but also led to several other doctors. On further investigation, CNN IBN-DIG were able to expose two more doctors- Dr. Arvind Agarwal, Secretary of the Orthopaedic Association of Bareilly and Dr. P K Bansal a senior orthopaedician who runs
a private clinic Orthomat in Old Rajinder Nagar, Delhi.
Each of these doctors accepted money for conducting amputations on healthy limbs. Dr. Ajay Agarwal even admitted a fake beggar in his Uma Nursing Home. The X Ray report of the fake beggar available with CNN IBN-DIG is perfectly normal, the doctor however was willing to induce gangrene in the healthy limb in order to justify the amputation. After preliminary medical tests, the fake beggar escaped from the nursing home on the pretext of lunch.
Following the airing of the CNN IBN- story, Dr. Ajay Agarwal and Dr. Arvind Agarwal have gone in to hiding. The police took Dr. P K Bansal for questioning, however, released him without registering a case.
Whoz to blame....the ones who r willing to go under the knife , so dat dey can beg n have a meal a day, or the maniac mafia dons who mastermid this brutual act n live on dat money....or the doctors who r nothng but behaving like blood sucking vampires..... ???
Or our very own politicians who are blindly closing their senseless eyez n r busy fiiling their Swiss accounts !!
THE BEGGAR MAFIA LURE POOR PEOPLE WITH PROMISES OF MORE EARNINGS TO GET THEIR LIMBS CHOPPED OFF AND PUSH THEM INTO BEGGING… The brutal ways of the beggar mafia know no boundary. In order to sustain their business, they don't hesitate to use willing doctors to first invalidate totally healthy limbs and then hack them off before pushing the victims back on the streets to live off their earnings.
THERE IS A NETWORK OF DOCTORS ACROSS NORTH INDIA THAT DOES THIS GORY JOB…
For the first time CNN IBN Special investigation team found concrete evidence of the existence of a Beggar Mafia in India.It has revealed that the mafia operates in collusion with a network of doctors to chop off healthy limbs of beggars.
In an undercover operation, CNN-IBN reporters discovered that a network of doctors supports Beggar Mafia across northern India in cities like Delhi, Noida, Ghaziabad, and Bareilley etc. For the greed of earning a few extra bucks, these doctors are ready to forget their professional ethics and code of conduct. The investigation reveals the brutal truth of these doctors, who charge large sums of money and comply with the Beggar Mafia in amputating limbs of perfectly normal people and force them into begging.
Dr. Ajay Agarwal is a senior orthopaedic surgeon with Ghaziabad and Noida district hospital,involved in illegal amputations.when investigators approached him for amputation of a healthy limb, he not only agreed but also led to several other doctors. On further investigation, CNN IBN-DIG were able to expose two more doctors- Dr. Arvind Agarwal, Secretary of the Orthopaedic Association of Bareilly and Dr. P K Bansal a senior orthopaedician who runs
a private clinic Orthomat in Old Rajinder Nagar, Delhi.
Each of these doctors accepted money for conducting amputations on healthy limbs. Dr. Ajay Agarwal even admitted a fake beggar in his Uma Nursing Home. The X Ray report of the fake beggar available with CNN IBN-DIG is perfectly normal, the doctor however was willing to induce gangrene in the healthy limb in order to justify the amputation. After preliminary medical tests, the fake beggar escaped from the nursing home on the pretext of lunch.
Following the airing of the CNN IBN- story, Dr. Ajay Agarwal and Dr. Arvind Agarwal have gone in to hiding. The police took Dr. P K Bansal for questioning, however, released him without registering a case.
Whoz to blame....the ones who r willing to go under the knife , so dat dey can beg n have a meal a day, or the maniac mafia dons who mastermid this brutual act n live on dat money....or the doctors who r nothng but behaving like blood sucking vampires..... ???
Or our very own politicians who are blindly closing their senseless eyez n r busy fiiling their Swiss accounts !!
Drug trails outsourced wid innocent outsourced patients !!
Drug trails outsourced - a booming industry to fuck ma country !!
Recruiting patients for drug trials in India is big business....India's outsourced call centres are well known, but not its outsourced patients.....
Please read through !!
India has the largest pool of patients suffering from cancer, diabetes and other maladies is leading the country to an altogether different destination: the global hub of outsourcing of clinical trials .
Six years ago, an experimental drug from the US called M4N was injected into cancer patients in India without being properly tested on animals first. Later it was discovered that several patients had not known they were part of a clinical trial. By 2010, some estimate there will be two million patients in India on clinical trials .
Dr Shashank Joshi, says "Most of the patients sign on the dotted line without understanding the nature and the consequences of what is being administered to them." ( one of the reason being they r uneducated who just cannot read, n just sign up on the document given to them )
A top name involved more than once in this controversy is world's second largest drug pharmaceutical company Johnson and Johnson.
This is what few of the patients under trail had to say :
"I was just told that the drugs were American. They used to give me the tablets and I used to eat them," says Parshottam Parmar.
"We just sign because I believe the doctor takes the signature to help us. That's why I sign it."
He says he had no idea that he was part of a clinical trial.
"I didn't know that experiments were being carried out on me. I was told that the old drugs were discontinued and were no longer available in the pharmacies.
Parshottam Parmar
"I don't know a lot about all these things. I am poor and I live in a small hut and I don't understand many things. The doctors are intelligent. They write the drugs for me so I have to take them accordingly."
A doctor named V Narayan Bhattathiri, exposed few of these trails, inturn what he got was being sacked by the hospital he was working for and currently is finding it difficult to meet the ends.
Trials for a standard drug in the United States can cost about $150 million. A similar drug could be tested in India at a 60 per cent reduction of that whopping cost.....n sadly the Indian government is all set to further boost it, by giving a green signal to plenty of foreign companies !!
FUCK D SYSTEM !! Motha fuckerrzzzzzzzzz !!
Recruiting patients for drug trials in India is big business....India's outsourced call centres are well known, but not its outsourced patients.....
Please read through !!
India has the largest pool of patients suffering from cancer, diabetes and other maladies is leading the country to an altogether different destination: the global hub of outsourcing of clinical trials .
Six years ago, an experimental drug from the US called M4N was injected into cancer patients in India without being properly tested on animals first. Later it was discovered that several patients had not known they were part of a clinical trial. By 2010, some estimate there will be two million patients in India on clinical trials .
Dr Shashank Joshi, says "Most of the patients sign on the dotted line without understanding the nature and the consequences of what is being administered to them." ( one of the reason being they r uneducated who just cannot read, n just sign up on the document given to them )
A top name involved more than once in this controversy is world's second largest drug pharmaceutical company Johnson and Johnson.
This is what few of the patients under trail had to say :
"I was just told that the drugs were American. They used to give me the tablets and I used to eat them," says Parshottam Parmar.
"We just sign because I believe the doctor takes the signature to help us. That's why I sign it."
He says he had no idea that he was part of a clinical trial.
"I didn't know that experiments were being carried out on me. I was told that the old drugs were discontinued and were no longer available in the pharmacies.
Parshottam Parmar
"I don't know a lot about all these things. I am poor and I live in a small hut and I don't understand many things. The doctors are intelligent. They write the drugs for me so I have to take them accordingly."
A doctor named V Narayan Bhattathiri, exposed few of these trails, inturn what he got was being sacked by the hospital he was working for and currently is finding it difficult to meet the ends.
Trials for a standard drug in the United States can cost about $150 million. A similar drug could be tested in India at a 60 per cent reduction of that whopping cost.....n sadly the Indian government is all set to further boost it, by giving a green signal to plenty of foreign companies !!
FUCK D SYSTEM !! Motha fuckerrzzzzzzzzz !!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
Heroes, dat time has forgotten..(Legends)
Ahmed shah masoud (1953 - 2001) !
An engineering student turned military leader who played a leading role in driving the Soviet army out of Afghanistan, nicknamed "Lion of Panjshir". Defense Minister of Afghanistan in 1992 n after the collapse of government nd the rise of the Taliban regime, Massoud became the military leader of the United Islamic Front for the Salvation of Afghanistan (Northern Alliance)fighting against da now renowned BinLaden,al-Qaeda n da Taliban.
In 1998, the CIA,nd former US president Bill Clinton offered Masoud nd his 'Northern Alliance' assistance to capture Osama bin Laden.But in truth very little was done n masoud n his men were fighting a lone battle.
In a speech given by Masoud dating April 2001 in the European Parliament, he warned the world about the threats from Taliban and Al-Qaeda, and that an important terrorist attack was imminent. The US and European governments paid no attention to these warnings.
On September 9,2001 Massoud was assassinated by al-Qaeda agents, posing as journalists in s suicide bomb attack.
The timing of the assassination, just two days before the September 11, 2001 attacks on the United States, is significant as Osama bin Laden ordered the assassination to help Taliban and in return ensure he would have their protection and cooperation in Afghanistan, when the world came looking for him .
The September 11, 2001 World trade centre attacks, proved to be the terrorist attack that Massoud had warned
against.....
Only if sum1 had listened in to his cries..So much could have been avoided.....So many life's could have been saved....Things would have been so much differrent !!
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Ernesto Che Guevara (1928 - 1967) !
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Guess most of ya know who dis man is..... da iconic revolutionary rebel , who fought n died for the people of Cuba, the lower class across the world n sum1 who never stood by the domination of the super powers .
Don wanna penn in too much bt him n what he has done ( hopin u r all pretty well aware, if u aint den get outta here ...huh )
But please do read this...
Human rights watch world report 2005
" The cuban govt denies its citizens basic rights to freedom of expression, association, assembly, movement and a fair trail. A one party state, Cuba restricts nearly all avenues of political dissent.Tactics for enforcing political confirmity include police warnings, surveillance, short term detentions, house arrest, travel restrictions, crminal prosecutions and also politically motivated dismissals from employment. "
Castro remains in power in Cuba. The idealism of revolution has soured. Castro has prevented the introduction of democracy to his island home and therefore cheated its populationof the hopes of the revolutionary victory in 1959. Hundreds of people are held as prisoners....
Castro's rule has become a bloody dictatorship !!
If Che was alive today, he would have killed himself lookin @ da current state of Cuba....Che gave his blood n sweat for Castro but today, evthng has been turned around......WHAT A PITY !
A GREAT SOUL LOST FOR almost NOTHING !
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Bhagat Singh(September 28 1907–March 23 1931)
For me, easily the most famous revolutionary in Indian history. The brainchild behind Kakori train robbery,the brave heart who threw bombs onto the corridors of the assembly and shouted Inquilab Zindabad!
After his arrest and during trial for the Assembly bombing, Bhagat went on a hunger strike that lasted 63 days demanding books and newspaper n better treatment from the ruling British govt on da basis of being a political prisoner. (the main idea being, spreading the fire of freedom among the common Indians)
On March 23, 1931, Bhagat Singh was hanged in Lahore with his fellow comrades Rajguru and Sukhdev.
FREE INDIA WAS A DREAM TO BHAGAT....Today, politicians dosent even know about him or his ideas n sadly most Indians aren't aware of it too...
A great person...Imagine his ideas n thinking n da luv for the motherland....@ 24 he was willing to die for it( not just in words but in true spirited actions )
How many Indians today r on par.......?
Shaheed Bhagat Singh !
Friday, October 19, 2007
Amma !!
Beautiful woman,,,
neva met ua expectationz....
Beautiful woman,,,
have alwayz let ya down......
Wasn't long back,
Ridin throgh da sun n da rain,
Spilled ma blood on a higwayy lane,,,
Jus to c u smile !
Beautiful woman,,,
'am ur son who neva made u proud
neva wished to, yet made u cry
neva thoght of , but let u go.......
Beautiful woman,,,
U'a ma mother n i'll alwayz love yu !!
VINU S V
neva met ua expectationz....
Beautiful woman,,,
have alwayz let ya down......
Wasn't long back,
Ridin throgh da sun n da rain,
Spilled ma blood on a higwayy lane,,,
Jus to c u smile !
Beautiful woman,,,
'am ur son who neva made u proud
neva wished to, yet made u cry
neva thoght of , but let u go.......
Beautiful woman,,,
U'a ma mother n i'll alwayz love yu !!
VINU S V
Online Journal -"mind neva travels in d same line of hope"
20/10/2007
4:15 AM
I feel guilty....
Of all da thingz said n done...No mattr how itz n wht usay n dey say.....
I know m bad...
bad....n dumb.....
I can't speak but feel...Only feel....I had enough...enough of dis madness....Can't run away...i can't....Mistakes dat i jus cant change...
M a failure as a son, as a person....huh....often laugh @ maself !
Have hurt u all....Does ny1 even care, m hurt too.....
Minds n hearts came (people)....some chose to b special, really special n den dey leave....mayb ma fault...(mayb m diseased)....i ain't good enough or whateva...
Ma tourist guide, waitn 4 ma next bunch of visitors (people)...to share ma luv, thoughtz, n heart....den i dream n vandalize,as usual....i feel good, worthy enough to live againor start livin !
By den, its time 4 dem to go....time to leave.....
How stoooopid of a guide to evn,,,,,,,,,huh..........
starin into da unknown........jus a joker....
I shouldn't b alive
Ma mind re3fuses to travel through thoughtz which makes me feel good.....
I scream, i shouldn't b alive.......
Miss........
MAGIC or MADNESS
4:15 AM
I feel guilty....
Of all da thingz said n done...No mattr how itz n wht usay n dey say.....
I know m bad...
bad....n dumb.....
I can't speak but feel...Only feel....I had enough...enough of dis madness....Can't run away...i can't....Mistakes dat i jus cant change...
M a failure as a son, as a person....huh....often laugh @ maself !
Have hurt u all....Does ny1 even care, m hurt too.....
Minds n hearts came (people)....some chose to b special, really special n den dey leave....mayb ma fault...(mayb m diseased)....i ain't good enough or whateva...
Ma tourist guide, waitn 4 ma next bunch of visitors (people)...to share ma luv, thoughtz, n heart....den i dream n vandalize,as usual....i feel good, worthy enough to live againor start livin !
By den, its time 4 dem to go....time to leave.....
How stoooopid of a guide to evn,,,,,,,,,huh..........
starin into da unknown........jus a joker....
I shouldn't b alive
Ma mind re3fuses to travel through thoughtz which makes me feel good.....
I scream, i shouldn't b alive.......
Miss........
MAGIC or MADNESS
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